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I'm confused, you know.
You don't know, though
because when I cry in the inside
I smile on the outside
for you.

You said things would get better
and you. and you too.
all of you.
Years pass and I keep hoping the same and
every time life pulls me down I think
"I'm going to make some lemonade
because I have an awful lot of lemons"

And every time I try
to do so. I stop and I smile and
I say to myself tomorrow, tomorrow's
always a better day.
Until the day where tomorrow grew worse.

You told me I was just negative
I had a privileged life and I believed you
until I saw.. everyone else's lives and
thought to myself
why me?
why can't I be normal
like all of them.

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I don't write poetry but I didn't think a long ugly paragraph would suffice.
so what gives.
enjoy.
(So it's not actually supposed to be a poem which is why I included the random line about lemonade to make it more casual LOL)

Anyway, it's funny how when you're under emotional stress you seem to draw the best.
I uh. like my shading on this
I'm probably going to continue it
yeaa c:

Some things (like a lot) could be improved but I'm tired so yea gonna sleep.

k enjoy!

//My fursona Kiaro
|Other works by me|




Character © Capukat|Me
Art © Capukat|Me
Wacom Bamboo Capture CTH 470
Paint Tool SAI: 2 1/2hours
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:iconjeannieviin:
Jeannieviin Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Very beautiful… I love the way you drew the fur coat on her… love the pattern and love the colors… cheer up and tomorrow is not always better but it IS always a new day :) SMILE
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2014   General Artist
Thank you very much!

Haha yes C:
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:iconakranoi:
Akranoi Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2013
I love your drawing style.

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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2013   General Artist
Thank you!
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:icondragoncat2000:
DragonCat2000 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2013  Student General Artist
AMAZING PIC :) you know your drawing are just so epic >.<
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013   General Artist
Thank you so much ! ;u;
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:iconhardstylechick3000:
hardstylechick3000 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013
I swear, they should hire you to do a manga, or TV show or something!
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2013   General Artist
Oh goodness thank you so much!
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:iconhardstylechick3000:
hardstylechick3000 Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013
Aww... she's crying...
*goes over and gives her a hug*
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2013   General Artist
hehe X3!!!
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:iconcowgirlknight:
cowgirlknight Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013
DESCRIPT COULD BE A SONG IF YOU ADDED A SECOND VERSE AND A CHORUS
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013   General Artist
x3 lol hahaa
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:iconcowgirlknight:
cowgirlknight Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013
lol
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:iconmermaidlover7112:
Mermaidlover7112 Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2013   Artist
I love it!
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013   General Artist
thanks!!!
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:iconpollyoco:
Pollyoco Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It is so pretty! Nicely done.
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2013   General Artist
thank you :D!!
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:iconpollyoco:
Pollyoco Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
XD
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:iconashenwolf5293:
Ashenwolf5293 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2013  Student General Artist
its amazing I love it!!
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2013   General Artist
thank you!!
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:iconashenwolf5293:
Ashenwolf5293 Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2013  Student General Artist
NP :)
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:iconjust-for-giggles:
just-for-giggles Featured By Owner Jun 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
dat facial expression doeee... such beautiful work. again. Glad I found you!
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2013   General Artist
Thank you hehe!
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:iconoctaviasketch:
OctaviaSketch Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
the fur is beautiful!
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2013   General Artist
Thankq ;u;
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:iconoctaviasketch:
OctaviaSketch Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you're welcome X3
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:iconmarcy-and-trixie:
Marcy-and-Trixie Featured By Owner May 31, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What tool did you use to shade like that???? Awesome drawing once again
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013   General Artist
brush and watercolor! thanks!
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:iconmarcy-and-trixie:
Marcy-and-Trixie Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
your welcome! I'll have to try those brushes for shading soon because it looks very good on your painting!
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:iconmadlsaster:
MADlSASTER Featured By Owner May 29, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't know your characters that well, but I've fallen in love with this one xD what's her name? and great job :3
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner May 29, 2013   General Artist
XD eee
her name is Kiaro; she's my fursona :D

thanks!
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:iconmadlsaster:
MADlSASTER Featured By Owner May 30, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ah, cool! And Capu is your mascot, right?

you're welcome!
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2013   General Artist
yes he is :D
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:iconmadlsaster:
MADlSASTER Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
woo! ;w;
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:iconmonrroe:
Monrroe Featured By Owner May 28, 2013  Student General Artist
The eye color here is so pretty *_*
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner May 28, 2013   General Artist
Thank you :D
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:iconperzikhoofd:
Perzikhoofd Featured By Owner May 28, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is amazing! :clap:
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner May 28, 2013   General Artist
Thank you!!!
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:iconshinigami-souls:
Shinigami-Souls Featured By Owner May 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Meh already love this character, MUST SEE MORE>> OuO
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner May 27, 2013   General Artist
Thankq haha ;u;
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:iconlostsiren111:
LostSiren111 Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is absolutely gorgeous!
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner May 27, 2013   General Artist
Thank you!!!
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:iconbloodsuckerdeathfox:
BloodsuckerDeathFox Featured By Owner May 22, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Its the best art i've ever seen!
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner May 22, 2013   General Artist
thanks omg >~<
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:iconyintheicewolf:
Yintheicewolf Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Student Digital Artist
this is pretty!! :D i luv the textures
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner May 19, 2013   General Artist
thankq~!
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:iconyintheicewolf:
Yintheicewolf Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Student Digital Artist
no prob :)
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:iconemilt7654:
emilt7654 Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Where did you get Paint Tool SAI form? I looked, and looked for it but I can't find it.
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:iconcapukat:
Capukat Featured By Owner May 19, 2013   General Artist
Haha I paid for mine! :D Official website
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:iconemilt7654:
emilt7654 Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
oh, how much is it?
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