Smile for me, for youHello againit's me.No, not who you were expecting, just me.But look, I'm smiling, for mefor you.I'm no one pretty, I'm sorrymy smile turns others downand what sad face I have- they sayUntil now it never bothered me- not too much!But hello again,it's me.I haven't seen you in what seems like an eternityDo you remember?We used to sit over there- that's right!That patch of grass and wildflower, theswing set we'd sit on at night as children,looking up to the stars- we'd talk abouthow one day when we'd fall asleep forever, we'd be among those too.I would be a star smaller than yours but we'd be stars together, andyou and I would have our special place, in the sky.But hello again, hello.I see you're happy, with her. Not me.And hello again, why don't you look at melike you used to?Like you.. used to.Remember?We'd talk about a family and children- when we were children!But of course we knew nothing of what or how it actually-Oh I apologize, I see now why you le
Forget me notLife has become a dead weight;What is Love? When all is Hate.What once was a peaceful dream soLucid, so daring, so bold!Now but remnants of a past-to-be-forgotten, I’m told. As a child, I knew not of you,What was false, or on the other hand, trueAs eyes turn on me, cold,You alone take me in your arms and holdOn to what is left of a little girl who never made it outOf that dream to be forgotten. I thought things were foreverDare I say anything could die, for that was never.But life is a funny thing, you know?You believe so strongly in Now that when you look back..Now was only Then and then you thought things were perfectBut as it passed, your view collapses. It shatters. Like a cracked window,The view you saw, now distorted. Contorted. Deformed. Horrific. I still believe in you. Even though all that has come to past has been nothing but trueAnd true it is, true with all the evil life could doThough I look at you now, through seemingly flawless
Because you've made me Love youYou make me laugh,you make me cry,you make me pretty in my mindand to everything else, blind.But out of all the things you do, you'vemade me love you.Like your shadow when you walkpast, I follow the steps you take, I walk in your shoes, I understand you. Sometimes it'snot as comfortable as Iwould like but I do it because you'vemade me love you.I know that my jokes aren't funnyand that I may be sensitive and emotionaland I'm not really anybody beautifuland as positive as you make me be for you Istill see the truth in the world.Even if it's not happy but you'vemade me love you. And I'd do anything for you.But you don't know I love you the way I do and in fact youmust not know. Because I fear you wouldn't love meback. Not the way I love you.I'll never tell you until you tell me first but,but what if you're just feeling the same about me butwhat if you're thinking these same thoughts thenwho goes first?Butyou wouldn't love me. Not in a
I WOULD HAVE PAID SO MUCH MORE FOR THAT BEAUTIFUL BEAUTY ;----------;
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