I love you both
And always will.
Vent piece. I'm not one to talk much or be overly open by nature. The irony that by making this statement I am contradicting what I just said in some ways. But either way, this was meant to be fairly 'sketchy' and not really something special.. but as usual, seems like I make the most dramatic pieces that convey what I want most effectively when under emotional distress. Or just improve in general in any aspect. Time to change the dominant influence to positive emotional "distress". That would be amazing and it is my goal, and has been
Needless to say, I needed this very much. It was calming.
At first I was going to do her in mid-transformation into a dragon version of herself..but decided against it. So pardon the quirky anatomy. (elongated neck and toes among a few other things xD)
I still am not comfortable with the idea of venting to anyone other than friends I trust (nor would I want to bother people for the sake of sympathy), but since disabling comments the previous time led to a whole barrage of notes that I couldn't help but read and reply to individually, I decided to just enable comments this time around since they're much easier to manage.
So before I get questions, it's not a new problem. I've dealt with it my whole life. Just reaching the ends of sanity from trying to keep the usual cheerful self over it and I haven't had a chance to talk much with any friends lately in the midst of what feels like a war, so I'm just a little bit crazy right now.
But it's fine, don't concern yourselves.
Don't let someone's outer appearance fool you though, I had a good friend who dealt with traumatic things which she would tell me and our other friends about. She was strong and would 'recover' by the next day, leading people to believe it was nothing bad or that she wasn't serious. Don't judge people before you know them, really know them. Then you might learn a few things about yourself as well.
Capukat/Celine Chandra Character ©
Wacom Intuos Pro Medium PTH651 Program[s]:
Paint Tool SAI Total Time:
2-3 hours (I was taking my sweet time for the latter half XD Probably would've taken 2 hours at most if I had been working straight through)
► Subscribe to my Youtube!
► Follow me on Twitter!
► Like me on Facebook!