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February 2
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to try and smile when they're gunning me down and
I won't tell you until I'm full of empty shells that
the world wasn't built on land but on
suffering and
a lack of better term for human desire for satisfaction that does not exist.

To be optimistic when one's soul is a realist but
it doesn't matter how many petals you count because
the last draw will always end with a dead end that
takes you to a new beginning where at first you feel.. 
this is it. And I'm going to make this my
home.. If not for the eyes that prey on your identity while perched on
trees that take root on ground made of greed and

Is happiness a paradoxical conspiracy that finds salvation in the dreaming minds of those awake. Or perhaps just
something I have only caressed but never tasted to

Is suffering that which is beyond the first dream that 
we all awaken to after sleeping that first sleep when 
we break free of Innocence.

Or are my words not but images that you have unconsciously crafted as a way to assure yourself that you are not 
alone. Or me. 

To be out of mind when I am but sane and not blankly
staring at the beautifully painted walls. Unfortunately 
all I see is white.

I must've missed the bloodstain..
Do we speak truly when we are under emotional stress and hide ourselves when we block it out and pretend it's fine?

I didn't have the time for vent art so I whipped this up to relax a bit and end the day.

Now back to homework! 

Interpret how you will, I'm no poet and this is pretty much just what came to mind in the past 20 or so minutes XD Aiee so I apologize to all you amazing poets and writers if this is an incomprehensible mess.

Nevertheless, have fun reading? ^^; 

I usually do art! (If you are wondering if I attempt poetry as a serious thing---nope! That would be rather embarrassing now wouldn't it)

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wordslikewater Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
ahh... that was beautiful ;o;
Art-e86 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2014
Like it. Like it a lot. Your art-work looks phenomenal too.
Mistermonstarr Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I like it
Personghost Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Student Writer
Trust me you're definitely more talented than many a writer out there. If you ever did decide to be a poet you would rockHeart Clap 
lightfaith0606 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014
Very lovely! I can totally relate to this!!
Sniper-Rin Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014
"empty shells"
I think you mean bullets.
Because the shells are not the projectiles.

Capukat Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2014   General Artist
I was debating over that. 
Hmm.. I'm aware that shells are the casings but I've heard/seen it used as almost a slang word for ammunition in general. 
Although haha I don't know much about it XD
Kitzy2011 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
This is beautiful.
It needs to be a song.
ltpatato Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
incomprehensible mess?
relatable on many levels ;3;
Fallenflame13 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2014
I know this feeling very well... Very well done...
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