So here I go, Dear Matt,I don’t even know how to begin because these past months knowing you have been nothing less than amazing. If anything, more than amazing! You always just know what to say and do and it really makes me smile seeing how much you’ve opened up after such a short time when you really think about it. I know I’ve mentioned this countless times, but I can’t believe I got to know you before you started talking well
thismuch and before I really got to see you r fun side. Anything from joking with you to the most serious matters, you just know how to talk about them all! I hope I can do the same for you really and gahh I’ve never really had a friend like you. You stayed my best friend through times I was clearly the most depressing person you could’ve hung out with but when I had no one else, I’m happy to say I have you. And of course I take into consideration how busy my other friends can be and that I don’t get to talk to them as much as I’d like to and I don’t hold anything against them so I guess I’m just saying I’m lucky your schedule isn’t loaded with work 24/7 xD And though I know you’ll be going to college in what seems like forever, it’ll come before you know it as time flies and I will look back at this and try to appreciate more the time I have with you right now *sniffle*. /tries to lighten emotional subjects with a semi sarcastic remark at the end *manly tears*/
But ahaha, x_____x, well really I guess. I’m actually writing this like on 1/9/13 and at uh 10:30 pm while being exhausted since I should’ve slept and was going to, a while ago ahah. But I guess I couldn’t resist the temptation of writing as much of this as a head start? Psssh besides I know how much you love reading my letters…..//facepalm//shot.
xDD ahaha, but no really you’re an amazing amazing person and I can’t believe I have the privilege of having you as my closest friend I have and have ever had and
hopefullywill ever have. xD ^-^ But oh there’s just so much to say, but as cliché as this next statement mind sound, I really would go on pages and pages and forever really, if I were to write everything I was thinking xD That’s why I’ll keep it as short as I possibly can while trying to express my gratitude and delight. Just so many feelings all at once eee. Everything has its ups and downs and the only down to knowing you is when your timing gets absolutely ironically horrible and I don’t get to see you until you happen to come on 2 minutes after I leave or something. But wow Matt, knowing you has been a blast and it feels longer than it’s really been. But faster than ever. Talking to you for 3 hours straight doesn’t bore me as anything other than art would do so feel proud that you know how to successfully distract meand I never feel like it’s time wasted. It’s always valuable time spent with a friend and a best friend at that.
Well here’s part 1 of my letter to you, and you can expect more, you amazing person you.
Hey again,It never matters how few friends I have in real life, which now amounts to none, because I know I can always count on you *^* You're like 5 people in one/gasp/ You're seriously going to make me tear up now just because I get the privilege of knowing you and so what if you're eating dinner right now and I haven't talked to you in 3 hours. You're really impacted a lot of things and stayed my friend throughout a time I expected none but needed one. ;~; I promised myself to be more positive all the while looking up to you because although I take all the other factors into consideration, I don't care how many times we have to argue and how many times it'll never be settled but my side of the argument will always be Matt>Celine. You've always been nicer, patient-er, kinder, friendlier, optimistic-er, awesome-r, funnier, cooler, everything-er and the best friend anyone could possibly have *^* I don't know why you don't have more friends, I don't understand how you can't even though I've heard your reasons countless times. I used to much less sincere and used sarcasm to cover up things and even now I admit it's hard to choke out certain things but
botheringtelling you to be more open in a time you weren't has made me realize my own faults too, so thank you for that *^*
Ahh before this gets too long and starts hurting your eyes and others who attempt to read this too, I shall end this off with a big warm alsdhfilurhfjsdhlfkjhklashf
Thank you Matt Volcano Moldy Sheep Fungi Flarb *boxfist* coz you're boxsome liekabox , (hopefully I didn't miss any of those 'nicknames' excluding Maddy, Tammy. etc~~)
Oh gosh D; Ahh, well thank you so much! A lot of time has definitely gone by since that first livestream I came onto, but I'm so glad to have met you! Of course I know I haven't always been exactly the most free and talkative person xD but I've really tried to open up a bit more and just really talk as much as I can. You've definitely helped me through that all though ahah. I just never really had much motivation to type a whole lot up, yet with all the different conversations we've had. Especially since you started them all, its just been so much fun to kind of let loose a bit and have fun with everything ^-^ Aww ;~; well I've really tried to be there for you, whether you're hyper and happy and all, or if you're upset. Even though I might not understand everything completely, and maybe I don't always say the right things, but I want to try and be someone who you can talk to, to some extent, if you need someone to talk to. Gahh, well yeah I mean time is definitely going to start speeding up now x____x but even when I do get to college, I mean of course I'll probably be busy and all, but I still want to make an effort to talk to you, especially since it's just so nice to be able to talk about whatever with you ahahh.
xDD ohmy, well knowing you, I know how much you like writing these little notes, and I honestly think they're so sweet and just so nice to get ;~; I mean, you'll often give me a few little thank you's here and there when we might be talking, but then to get almost like 2 whole letters on here alone, its really just something special ^-^ But of course I like reading your lettersss ahhh ^-^ I can't remember all of them //facepalm
but I still have that word document you sent me, and of course the skype chats and all, and really, I do like to read them. And I definitely love responding :'D although I've been a bit busy the past few days that I haven't had much of a chance to actually reply x____x
Although I guess sometimes I can't even think of words to respond with since like, nothing actually seems to sound nice compared to all yours ee. I mean like gahh for as long as I can, I want to be able to call you my closest friend as well ^-^ Ohmy xD well noo I mean you've written a lot on this description alone, but together with everything else you've written, its a lot ^-^ but I appreciate every word you've written~!
I mean I definitely have had some bad timing, especially those times when I come back 2 minutes after you've left //facepalm (which the most recent being last night ;~; ). So thats something I definitely hate myself, but really aside from that, I can't say I've had much of a down moment myself talking to you ahahh. irkk well occasionally I feel bad for distracting you, whether it be from art, hw, or whatever else. But gahh I'm glad you dont see it as time wasted since its definitely been such an amazing time to be able to talk to you ^-^
So for the end of note one, thank you so much for all of this ;~; I mean, I'm so glad that even after so many months have gone by now, that I can still call you my best friend ahah ^-^ so /thank you/ as well
Ahh repeating doesn't matter~!
I mean, I've probably repeated myself more than you'd like me to //facepalm
considering I can get a bit annoying saying the same thing over and over again ahahh.
So yes, and now, onto note #2
well thats definitely another reason why I really want to try and be here for you to talk to. I know how hard its been the past few months, having to readjust and then to top that, not be able to really have any friends in real life to hang out with D; Hahh ^-^ well ohmy as long as I can keep improving my typing speed and try not to think about what I'm typing too much (xDD therapu ftw), I'll definitely try to be able to keep up with you and all! eee I guess as another little downside to this, is my long and frequent brb's, or long and extending mealtimes and whatnot irkk~!! So I want to apologize for times when I cut off your amazing stories or one of our long convos about whatever random topic we might have been talking about. And you've definitely been that positive person ^-^ you've honestly come so far now, and to see you the way you are, even though things may be hard, you can still manage to be positive :'D and I know you'll just continue to be positive as well~!
But hahh, those arguments xD although I haven't even responded to the original ones in forever (D; so sorry about thatt), I'll still try to find a way to disagreee xDD but honestly, thank you so much ;~; I mean, sometimes I don't really know if I'm doing the right things. If I'm saying things right, or really being a good friend or not. And sometimes its hard for me to believe I am. But knowing you think that, and although I can't say you're much less than me on any of those, it really means a lot to hear you say that D; And well, maybe someday I'll have more friends but who knows. And I'll probably still go on about my various reasons why I don't have many friends but sometimes thats just how I feel I guess ahah ^-^ Aww ;~; well I mean, honestly you've told me a lot, and I don't think I've even been as open as you, which I still feel bad about considering how much you've done for me and all D; Ah well really? I mean you're welcome, I guess sometimes I don't even realize that myself ee ahahh
Gets too long? xD no way, this wasn't too long ^-^ And even though I've said it multiple times now, I really would have had this reply sent yesterday, like I had originally said! Just too much happened yesterday irkk ;~;
But ohmy you're welcome~!
For everything, even if I can't realize it myself ;~;
xDD I don't think I know as many nicknames for you, but for one you'll always be my UWAF xD
you flarbtastic kipkip flarb you ^-^
>8E SHARKITTY 5EVAR
pofkdpsok I have to keeps saying how amazing this gift isss xDD
*^* every time I close dA or my window or whatever, like I always get to see it so amgg thank you sooo much ^-^
and ohmy, even if this was the only gift you've ever given me (which amg ofc you've given me so many others so thank you so much for those too~!!), I would still love it so much :'D to me this is like 100 gifts and commissions in one, and I'll always be happy to look at it no matter what~!
& LOLLL xDD
amg well ofcc~
unless I go away to madagascar, then I wont get to see you until like 10 years
which amg that would never never happen x____x
but ee as long as I can at least stay on skype, I'll be happy ahah
since I know I'd at least be able to contact you there
And xDD amg well then for the last note then:
Ahahhh, well that ones slightly harder for me to do sometimes, but ohmy its all my fault when I think that way x____x if I really wanted to not think that way I just need to talk more, and not just use little smiley faces and basically just nod and agree .____. thats pretty much when I feel like I must bore you or something D: so I'll try though~! I don't want to feel that way, it just happens sometimes //facepalm
Now though, I want to thank you for everything you've done for me ^-^
Honestly being my like closest friend, you've really done a lot, you've honestly never been a bad friend, and you've never made me wish I had a "better friend" or whatever you might say D;
So thank you ^-^
I feel bad of course not even being able to write as much as you can ahahh
and especially considering you write me so many little letters to me, yet I can't even do half as much as you can
which is why celine>matt since since you're so niice